Posts tagged ‘One Little Word’

December 31, 2010

Hello, 2011!

I am a goal setter, I always have been. I think that’s why I enjoy this time of year so much. I love to look ahead and make ambitious goals about what I could possibly accomplish. The funny part is that I almost always accomplish something different than I set out to in a given year. Often times, what I do accomplish is so much better than what I originally laid out for myself.

This year, I am having a hard time settling on goals. That almost never happens to me. But here we are at December 31 and I have to make a decision. Since I know that my life will take a circuitous path this year, as it does every year, I am going to set “good enough” goals rather than perfect goals. I am letting go a little bit on this year.

Before I set my goals, I had to decide what my One Little Word for 2011 would be. In the past two years, I’ve used “essential” and “resource.” When thinking about it this year, I realized that I have yet to choose a verb. So I intentionally limited myself to verbs this year, because I think that I should have a year of doing. I waffled over a few words this year, (both hustle and connect were contenders) but eventually landed on one.

My One Little Word for 2011 is Create.  

c letter R E letter A letter T Block Lowercase Letter e

The definitions I am focusing on for create are highlighted below:

–verb (used with object)

1. to cause to come into being, as something unique that would not naturally evolve or that is not made by ordinary processes.
2. to evolve from one’s own thought or imagination, as a work of art or an invention.
5. to be the cause or occasion of; give rise to
6. to cause to happen; bring about; arrange, as by intention or design

–verb (used without object)
7. to do something creative or constructive.

I can’t be the only person using the word “Create” this year. In a sea of arty and writerly bloggers who participate in One Little Word, I will probably be one of a large handful of people using this word. And I’m okay with that. Because even though it seems obvious, I think that I need to focus on a few basics in the upcoming year. I think I need to focus on the fact that I am a writer who needs to write. I need to produce writing of substance. I need to create opportunities, for myself and for my now published book. I also need to give rise to new things in my life. (I think that may be my favorite of the definitions.) So, I am going to create this year.

How does this break down to my New Year’s Goals. Typically, I’ve been choosing three small goals each year. They help me to focus on what I think is truly important. I can remember three goals, even memorize them. This year, I am going to have three goals and a bonus goal, because I want to focus on specific achievements in my creative life and my personal life.

Goal #1: Create something every day.
It can be a piece of writing, a photograph, or a collage, my traditional means of expression. It can be a part of something: a metaphor, a couplet, a rough draft. Or it can be an opportunity or connection that I hadn’t created before. I will track my progress using the #onecreativeact hashtag I used last year.

Goal #2: Create connections between potential readers of Blameless Mouth and my book.
Ideally, this means for me readings and retail venues for my book, once the global distribution gets approved by Lulu. But I would also like to think out of the box on this one. How else can I create connections between readers and my book? I am looking forward to how this unfolds.

Goal #3: Create a draft of a book length manuscript.
I started and finished a chapbook manuscript last year, but I feel that it’s underdeveloped. Instead, I would like to flesh out this manuscript more, so that I can more clearly demonstrate the connections between the two subjects I was exploring in the work.

Bonus Goal: Add 5 new fruits or vegetables to my diet.
As I have mentioned here before, I am a recovering picky eater. I have made lots of strides in my eating habits, because I now choose healthier foods on a regular basis. Still, there are some foods that I am afraid of, like a three year old. I would like to give up those fears and try them again. At first, I thought I was going to designate which foods I would like to add. Instead, I am going to open myself to whatever foods I feel like trying. Hopefully, I will find 5 that I like, that I didn’t like before, by the end of next year.

So, those are my goals. I hope that you have fun setting your own goals for the year. Personally, I can’t wait to see how I surprise myself by what I end up accomplishing.

December 30, 2010

Goodbye 2010!

For the past few weeks, I’ve been reading and re-reading last year’s New Year’s Goal post. It doesn’t sound like me. At least, it doesn’t sound like the me that I’ve become this year.

At the end of last year, I was in a much different place in my life. I had all but given up on my writing. I thought that if I could just surrender and focus solely on my education career, on the job that pays my bills, that I would be happier. Of course, I would still write, but I would simply engage in the process of writing and ignore the product. When I read last year’s post, I don’t hear happiness. I hear defeat. It’s hard for me to read.

So what exactly happened? How did I get from that place to where I am now? A few things are responsible for this shift in my life:

1) Year of Resources – My One Little Word last year was “Resource”. I wanted to focus on how I spend my time, energy and money.

  • Time should be spent on my creative work.
  • Creative energy should be spent on my creative work.
  • Money should be spent on local, ethical, sustainable businesses and artists.

These three guidelines helped me to evaluate whether or not I was spending what I little I have wisely. It also led me to discover new ways to think of my writing career.

2) Supporting Artists – Due to my stated goal for managing my money resource, I went out of my way this year to support independent artists. In my own community, I went to zine shows and indie comics conventions. I attended to Fringe Festival plays. I bought items off of Etsy and books off of Lulu. I became a participant in the commerce of independent artists.

After a short while, I realized that these artists were not that much different from me. They work day jobs and they manage artistic lives. What’s more, they are ballsy enough to ask for money for their work And people like me pay them.

3) 5:00 AM & 750 Words – Around September, I realized that there was something still missing from my life. I still wasn’t creating. I couldn’t figure out how to fit my creative work into my day, because I came home from work so exhausted. I couldn’t fathom writing, because I could barely lift a finger. So, instead, I looked at the other end of my day and thought, what about here? I began getting up at 5:00 AM and writing 750 words every day using the excellent 750 Words site. After my words, I had time to do other creative work. I began revising Blameless Mouth for the last time and finally, I was ready to publish.

If you had told me at this time last year that I would have published my book in 2010, I would have thought you were crazy. I had surrendered that dream. Because I focused on my internal resources, because I found models in other independent artists, and because I surrendered to waking up earlier to achieve my goals, I have accomplished more than I ever thought I would. I’m hoping that 2011 turns out even better.

May 3, 2010

Resource Planning, Week 17: Monday, May 3-Sunday, May 9

My creative goals for the week include:

  • Participate in the first prompt at Big Tent Poetry (due Friday)
  • Participate in the Mining the Metaphor e-course
  • Create one art journal and post
  • Archive one month of blog
  • Take myself on one artist date (due Thursday)
  • Write at least one blog post

Thursday is my day off, so I am hoping that I can use it to decompress and get back in touch with my creative self. Until then, my other goals should keep me on track.

April 12, 2010

Resource Planning, Week 15: Monday, April 12-Sunday, April 18

Creative Goals for the Week:

  • Revise chapbook manuscript (Due Tuesday)
  • Proofread a clean copy of the chapbook manuscript (Due Wednesday)
  • Submit chapbook manuscript (Due Thursday)
  • Write and post 1 poem (Due Monday)
  • Write and post 1 poem (Due Tuesday)
  • Write and post 1 poem (Due Wednesday)
  • Write and post 1 poem (Due Thursday)
  • Write and post 1 poem (Due Friday)
  • Write and post 1 poem (Due Saturday)
  • Write and post 1 poem (Due Sunday)

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In addition to my NaPoWriMo responsibilities, I have to finish my (almost done) chapbook manuscript, so that I can submit it to the qarrtsiluni chapbook contest.  Luckily, I have put in the majority of the work on my manuscript throughout the winter, so I feel like I am ready to reach this goal.

April 12, 2010

Resource Tracking, Week 14: Monday, April 5-Sunday, April 11

Creative Goals for the Week

  • Send chapbook manuscript to writer’s group – Finished 4/5/2010
  • Create 1 art journal page – Unfinished
  • Write and post 1 poem – Finished 4/5/2010
  • Write and post 1 poem – Finished 4/6/2010
  • Write and post 1 poem – Finished 4/7/2010
  • Write and post 1 poem – Finished 4/8/2010
  • Write and post 1 poem – Finished 4/9/2010
  • Write and post 1 poem -Finished 4/10/2010
  • Write and post 1 poem – Written, not posted 4/11/2010

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I enjoy seeing all of that green lettering saying “Finished” on my creative goal list.

The nice thing about NaPoWriMo is that it removes excuses.  Just like committing to an exercise plan, when I commit to a writing plan, I prove that I have time to write poems every day. I may not sustain this kind of output past April, but I can remind myself that I am capable of writing daily.  After April, I have no excuse for not meeting my creative goals.

April 5, 2010

Resource Planning, Week 14: Monday, April 5-Sunday, April 11

Creative Goals for the Week

  • Send chapbook manuscript to writer’s group (Due Monday)
  • Create 1 art journal page
  • Write and post 1 poem (Due Monday)
  • Write and post 1 poem (Due Tuesday)
  • Write and post 1 poem (Due Wednesday)
  • Write and post 1 poem (Due Thursday)
  • Write and post 1 poem (Due Friday)
  • Write and post 1 poem (Due Saturday)
  • Write and post 1 poem (Due Sunday)

Please excuse the repetition. If you couldn’t tell by now, I’m doing NaPoWriMo this month. I find that it’s more fun to write “Finished” next to each goal that I achieve, rather than consolidating them into one goal with separate deadlines. I know that seems kind of anal retentive, but that’s who I am.

I am trying to keep my goals simple and achievable this week (heck for the whole month) so that I can stay strong with the daily poeming. Hopefully, my strategy will be successful.  Even if I only write half of these poems, I will still have my most poem heavy month of the year.  That’s pretty darn amazing to me.

April 4, 2010

Resource Tracking, Week 13: Monday, March 29-Sunday, April 4

Creative Goals for the Week:

  • Write 4 poems (Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday) – Finished 4/4/2010
  • Post 4 poems (Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday) – Finished 4/4/2010
  • Archive 2 months of blog - Unfinished
  • Create 1 Art Journal Page – Finished 3/31/2010
  • Relax and renew – Finished 4/4/2010

Okay, so I don’t know if I can ever finish relaxing and renewing. But I do feel refreshed after taking the full week off of work.

I’m also pretty inspired right now by the NaPoWriMo writing. I keep telling myself that I’m at the best part of the month, where it’s fun to write every day and I’m feeling inspired by the prompts and the challenge. I know from past experience that there will be cranky times and difficult times and I have to be prepared for those as well. For now, I’ll keep reveling in the fun part of the process.

March 29, 2010

Resource Planning, Week 13: Monday, March 29-Sunday, April 4

Creative Goals for the Week:

  • Write 4 poems (Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday)
  • Post 4 poems (Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday)
  • Archive 2 months of blog
  • Create 1 Art Journal Page
  • Relax and renew

Notice anything different about my goals? Other than the fact that relaxation and renewal are on my to-do list? I have no homework goals. Yay! As much as I have been enjoying my schooling, I decided to take the Spring trimester off, so that I can focus on my work and creative practice. Spring is very busy at work, so I think this is my best choice for my sanity.

There’s also another remarkable difference in my to-do list: I plan on writing and posting 4 poems this week.  This will be my third foray into NaPoWriMo and I cannot wait.  I’ve been missing playing along over at Read Write Poem, so I’m excited to start following prompts again.  They have a great extra feature of this year’s NaPoWriMo, so if you’re on the fence about participating, you should head over and check it out. And you should play along, because it’s a wonderful and challenging experience.

For my NaPoWriMo work, I plan on posting every day so that I’m accountable to my output. My only caveat is that if the poem is too horrendous for posting, I will not post it.  (I have no shame, so I exercise this right very infrequently.) I will however circle back here to confirm that I wrote a poem, even if it’s not suitable for human eyes.

So, those are my goals.  Wish me luck!

March 28, 2010

Resource Tracking, Week 12: Monday, March 22-Sunday, March 28

Creative Goals for the Week:
  • Write 2 blog posts – Started
  • Finish archiving month of blog – Unfinished
  • Write 1 poem – Unfinished

Homework Goals for the Week:

  • Finish newsletter (Due Saturday) – Finished 3/24/2010

This week was about what I expected. I did zero creative work, but I finished my final. Since I want to pass my classes, I’m okay with how the week played out.  I feel pretty darn confident that next week will better.  Onward and upward!

March 23, 2010

Resource Planning, Week 12: Monday, March 22-Sunday, March 28

Creative Goals for the Week:

  • Write 2 blog posts
  • Finish archiving month of blog
  • Write 1 poem

Homework Goals for the Week:

  • Finish newsletter (Due Saturday)

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My goals are noticeably sparse this week.  The fact of the matter is that I am a bit behind on my final project newsletter and it will take the majority of my free time this week to complete it by Saturday.  I have one of those weeks at work where I have many meetings, which wouldn’t be too bad. But I also have to complete a ton of work before I take a week off, so I must cram two weeks of work into one week.  I know that I can do it, but it’s going to take a lot of my energy just to wrap everything up at work and finish my final. I will be darn lucky if I get to my creative goals this week.

The good news is that I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. I am taking the next trimester off, so once I get past this final, I will have a ton of free time. During that time, I’ll be participating in NaPoWriMo, finishing my chapbook manuscripts, and reading books for fun.  I cannot wait!

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